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17.5.08~~arrived in KLIA

18.5.05~~went to kota damansara ..pak njang's house. wanna see my tok there. hurm. she just had surgery on her right hand. ligament terkoyak. sian tok. but, she said she can move her hand around n can make sanggul on her own. positive improvement. so we delighted to ask her to join us to visit another tok sedare-suffer from bone cancer. org tua suke jalan2 tau? so tok pon mau itot la. sampai umah my cousin (dua pupu actually)....tibe2, die terjatuh dr kereta. imagine la kan masa tuh , my dad drive toyota fortuner, tinggi, so tok lupe yang kereta tu tinggi, n die silap letak kaki....POP! jatuh. aku la org paling cuak masa tuh. mana tak nye, kete dah la tinggi, then nengok tok yang dah tua, jatuh lagi, worst part is, tangan die yang baru operate tu yang jatuh dulu n die tindih atas tuh. owchhhhh.. idung n muka tak yah cerite la..bleedinggggggggggg! ARGHH. AKU TAK LEH TEGK DRH. esoknye. muke tok lebam macam kene dera. huhu. sian aku nengok. skunk die makinok. tp tgn tu lambt sikit kot nak baik.

19.05.05~~ aku angkut diba n adik aku tgk tok pat umah pak njang

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16.5.08~~suppose to wake up at 5 a.m. kurt woke we up. haha. he called me, maz, n farah. ade la 15 minit die call. baru jaga. sowri syg. ur future wife ni mmg tdo mati. everythg went as expected. 7 am taxi arrived, heading to dublin airport. at 10.15 am flight to abu dhabi. dlm flight, maz tido mati. penat gile. maklumla. baru abis exam. but the funniest part, itu kapal terbang lambat gerak.so maz dah tdo awal. masa die jaga. die tanya kita kat mana? haha.still kat dublin epot la maz!hampa~ tak ingat kol bape. tapi around 7 hours after tu,we arrived -abu dhabi international epot. ketot je.comel epot die. bak kate jasmin mcm padang bola. jasmin ni aku jumpe kat abu dhabi. she also from dub n nak balik msia. die bukan student but keje pat dublin. married. nice to meet her. terpaksa kandas pat abu dhabi 6 jam. lapa. jumpe satu mamat ni. first time i tot he was pakistanist. sowri. haha. but luckily aku tanya soklan buduh, r u malaysian -yes! n can u speak malay? -yes! haha. nape la aku buduh tanye soklan tu(maz cakap tu soklan lawak). yer la.... aku mati2 ingat die pakistan, kot la die main mengaku je malaysian. pastu tak leh ckp melayu. haha., okla. aku n maz order makan kat tmpat mkn tu, dibantu oleh zaidan. thanks. jasmin join us. hurm. masa nak naik flight g KL.. aku n maz ni gelak2 la cam org ilang akal (mmg la after exam kan).pastuh ngan bahagianyee.. we r heading to KLIA. masa masuk tu tak banyak org. ler tak penuh ghupenye flite ni. then..sowang mamat bangladesh tego aku. isk muke die kasihan la.aku pon entertain la die. tapi aku tak sanggup tgk muke maz yang ade riak2 jahat nak kenekan aku lepas ni. mamat tu cakap aku bubbly. haha. thanks. 7 jampas tuh. kami sampai di KLIA. mama ayah n adiks dah tunggu.

neuroscience~im finish!

last semester. i had this module --called neuroscience. owh ..look at its name--its all about brain. recalled back..i didntt attend the class. except for first week (out of 12 weeks).always skip dissection. owh n CAL class. tutorial? never also. ok. so comparing my passion, endeavour n attendance with other students ---yeah.im FAIL with distinction. haha. not a big deal. i can resit.

so yesterday~ resit~12 may 2008. but WTF.the questions was so difficult ..very difficult act! common bannigan (my neuroscn lecturer)--we (means more than one.=))r the resitterzzzzzz ..ughhh. so base on yesterday questions. my prediction is.im going to fail. owh yeah. n might get negative in my marks.
why? the passing marks only 40 percent.(sound kacang).but, there r negative marking. means, if i pick the wrong answer. the marks will be deducted =-0.5.hurm. so. for passing yesterday 100 questions paper. 60 out 100 questions must ------ correct! or in other words. if there r no negative marking. the passing marks ------ 60!n for yesterday. i thnk the max.correct answ i may get ---25.minus wrong anwers.my final marks will be-12.haha
okla. other ppl pass pe? why i cant? because i only read 15 out of 25 lectures. n the questions were killing me. n i just dun lyke brain. n i dun want to be a doctor. n i hate doing thg i dun want to do. but.coz i oredi in this lame area so i just proceed. n will proceeeeeed. (still seeking for n option).

just dun trust me to be ur GP, doctors bla3.

=)

owh this is my last blog b4 exam kot. haha.

one day on this week i was very shocked when one of my friends told me >> owwh ko mmg la lepas diri.owh actually that statement came out pasal kitorg gurau about sumtg. actually its nothing to think about and nothing to take into consideration. but .. whn i thnk about it over n over again how if i am really like she said. OMg.!

maka...

aku pom berpk la. saje muhasabah diri. n aku sampai ke satu konklusi. mmg nak puaskan hati semua org sangat susah. hurm, n i have many different circle of friends. kawan aku pat shah alam,sedara2,kwn kat ireland, kawan kepada sedara aku, kawan kepada kawan aku yang alhamdulillah sume dah jadi kawan aku. aku tak la peramah sangat.. tp ghupenye aku rti gak buat kawan ni. (aku buleh berckp tapi aku tak reti nak start conversation.haha)

owh..back to the topic of interest. keh keh keh. actually aku rasa la kan dlm group kawan yang ada aku represent diri aku yang lain. tak la lain sangat kot. tapi ade la lain sikit. adaptation!haha.

setahu aku dalam hidup aku la sebagai kawan. aku hanya buat jahat bile org tu buat jahat pat aku. sebab aku bukan sebaik malaikat . aku pendendam. so sorry to say. mmg bg org tu,,maybe pada org tu aku jahat, ye aku ngaku. aku tak hipokrit.bluekkk!!

tp lebih penting.. aku tak penah tinggalkan kawan aku bile kawan aku perlukan aku. esp my shah alamian friends. kalau ade prob tgh malam, tgh malam tu jugak aku kuar umah! kalau bile aku di perlukan utk cover line pon aku ade. dulu masa ngan eghin aku ingat lagi betapa kerja kitorg ialah back up each other. wow. persahabatan yang best.

tak ketinggalan diba , ed, amal. perghh. tige org ni. banyak menolong ni. aku takkan jumpe kawan sebaik kamu org . wuwuw. betapa memahami. n keep my secret, n kasik idea yg bernas.sayang sangt.

why i keep saying about them . sebab. ..andai kata la tetibe satu masa aku g jalan2 ngan dorg g pakistan la cth , masa balik tetibe aku nye tiket hilang. aku tak buleh balik. buleh la kot. tapi seminggu lagi. aku yakin dorg tunggu. haha. yaqen =)

Steve Jobs' 2005 Stanford Commencement Address

Steve Jobs (born Steven Paul Jobs on February 24, 1955) is the CEO, chairman and co-founder of Apple Inc.. In 1986 he acquired the computer graphics division of LucasFilms Ltd which was spun off as Pixar Animation Studios[7]. He remained its CEO and majority shareholder until its acquisition by the Walt Disney Company in 2006.[2] Jobs is currently the Walt Disney Company's largest individual shareholder and a member of its Board of Directors. He is considered a leading figure in both the computer and entertainment industries. Steve Jobs is listed as Fortune Magazine's Most Powerful Businessman of 2007, beating out 25 other business leaders.[8]

Jobs' history in business has contributed greatly to the myths of the quirky, individualistic Silicon Valley entrepreneur, emphasizing the importance of design while understanding the crucial role aesthetics play in public appeal. His work driving forward the development of products that are both functional and elegant has earned him a devoted following.[9]

Jobs, with Apple co-founder Steve Wozniak, helped popularize the personal computer in the late '70s. In the early '80s, still at Apple, Jobs was among the first to see the commercial potential of the mouse-driven GUI.[10] After losing a power struggle with the board of directors in 1985, Jobs resigned from Apple and founded NeXT, a computer platform development company specializing in the higher education and business markets. NeXT's subsequent 1997 buyout by Apple brought Jobs back to the company he co-founded, and he has served as its chief executive officer since shortly after his return.

-wikipedia-

COMOLOT - THE FULL LENGTH 'MOVIE'

'comolot a.k.a cium mulut' ialah filem pendek arahan amy ikram yang menyentuh isu gay.tak tahu la korang2 ni gune ke tak perkataan ni.. tapi kalau aku .. mmg feveret word. haha. comel je, comolot. by d way nak bg tahu word ni dah ada dlm kamus dewan tau! (ni tipoo je..so jgn caye)so dah buleh wat masuk bahas atau pidato piala diraja.kah kah kah.

isu yang sebenar nye dah lama bertapak kat malaysia tapi takot diketengahkan oleh sesetengah pengarah atau org filem kita. isu ni panas. bagi sesetengah org la. tapi common la pk balik .. ramai dah org yg 'terjebak' dalam aktiviti ni. nak cakap soal agama aku mmg tak reti. tp secara mutlaknye semua org tahu perbuatan ni dilaknat sama sekali.

so apa kata kita ckp soal hakikat n penerimaan. menerima gay dlm hidup kita? wah ...kalau kite terima sama mcm kita pom tak ikut agama la pulak kan? but how if kita selami hati gay2 ni. ade sebab dorg jadi mcm ni . sebab paling utama. im realllllly sory to say this.. bila dunia lebih penting dr akhirat. ha.. jadi la mcm ni.

i bet u they will say they r lonely.need sumbody n the sumbody is a man. they will tell u its natural. dtg secara tiba2 ..ala mcm kita jatuh cinta kat bf/gf kita. n dia akan cakap 'korang takkan paham'.n kalau yang tak percaya pada agama cam biasa la ayat dorg ..dorg ade hak nak memilih cara hidup dorang. ok. for muslim out there if u want or already a gay.. all of this answers r not valid. why? we r muslim .. kita mengucap dua kalimah syahadah setiap hari ketika semayang (kalau semayang la) utk renew iman kita. kita yakin ALLAH, nabi muhammad saw n al quran pegangan kita. n dah nampak dlm al quran ALLAH melaknat org2 ni.

but, but, but, ok..like u guys (gay) said..hak kamu org nak jadi apa. okla. wpon bertentang dgn hukum alam n agama. but u still deserve to live in this world. hanya Allah yang mampu menghukum hambanya. so utk org lain tu.. nasihat la ..pastuh kalau dah dorg ni tak nak berubah..jangan la p kutuk2 kat belakang, pi mengumpat , pi aib kan keluarga die.. haizz. sama la korg kene laknat jugak. tak dak beza.

remembr ok.. jgn sesekali merendah2 kan org lain seolah2 dah tiada harapan utk org itu utk berubah. hidayah milik Allah. kalau tuhan nak kasik dorg bertaubat ...anytime! malah kalau dorg bertaubat mungkin lebih baik dr kita yang tak pernh diuji perkara besar2 sebegini. mereka manusia ..mudah leka. sama mcm kita ..jgn pulaukan mereka, kerna makin jauh mereka dr agama dan kebenaran. jgn perolok2kan mereka. plis. pandang mereka dr sudut yang sama. jgn judge mereka. siapa kita? seorg manusia yang pada bila2 masa buleh jadi mcm mereka. so.. nilaikan.